Darkness

Shot of Vodka to stay alright
Shot of Rum to forget this fight

Misery builds, pain accumulates
I'm going to explode, how to get rid of this heart ache?

I thought I was tough, I'll never succumb to this
But what I'm doing behind this pathetic ditch

This chain of smoke surrounding me
Constricting, fucking my health and longevity
I'm in bed with someone who hardly pleased
Dero, white trash, no integrity

Bit rich coming from me
With no love, self respect or dignity

Will I ever see the light again?
How did it ever get to this?